Anxiety

I have so much anxiety this time around. With my Jackson, I was so easy going and just plain excited. When we decided to start trying again it took us 7 months and then we lost our baby at 10 weeks. It has taken us another 5 months to get pregnant again and now I am just soooooo nervous. I am trying so hard to remain positive and to push all bad thoughts out of my head, but it is hard. My first appointment is on March 31st, so I will feel a bit better then. At my first appointment the last time we found out we had already lost. They are taking me earlier this time around to help with my stress level. but it is still 2.5 weeks away!! Seems like forever.